happy new year ?

Another year.....Happy New Year, the words are repeated again and again....well I also reply back with a conscious grin " Happy New Year" wondering what is to be happy in this new year.
Nonetheless this will be my last year of formal education. I had waited for years for this occassion and when it has finally come I am rather nervous as to what is next ?
Sometime I find my time and my life is moving so fast.....years go away quietly but in a fraction of moment and at other times I feel I am at some stagnant place frozen,months take a long time to get over.
When the going gets tough,the tough gets going.I dont know in which latitude and longitude of earth i will be five months from now. Waging a rebellion against all my loved ones I walked on a path whose end-point I was totally unaware of, never heard of, and of course never seen of and now that the road is somewhere near showing some final destination I am almost collapsed. I am so used to the everyday journey that I am in love with it. It is much the same way that Indian wives do- they start loving the person they get married to,may be the only difference is that their future is decided by their loved ones but mine was decided by fate.